how can i get my tears into words? and will the box ever be enough? it is how he once convinced her that she was the one and only. and how he loves her so much that he don't want to give up but she make her give up instead in the end. and how convincing those texts, kisses,hugs would be but then be completely screwed because of one stupid thing. how do you leave her at house and give your hugs to another girl? and how can you say it is just friends? when she is at home contemplating over it. how do you do that. how do you think she can ever trust you again after shits you put her through. you were all what she wanted. and how amazing she convinced herself that this is going to stick like a glue. or maybe a nail on the wall. and then why do you must go and make a mess! i hate guys. first they make me heartless than ever. and then they make me to not to trust them. IT HURTS. IT FUCKING HURTS. they fought again tonight.  i couldn't handle the rage over me so i said my part. and i was told, i am rude. well i am glad to be rude than being a jerk who only plays with girls' heart. whats around me, has taught me so much about guys. what has happened to me, has ruined me. why do guys do this? why can't you stick with her how she stick with you. why can't you respect her as a woman herself. why must you hurt us. why must you make us fall deep into you and then shatter it for another one. for her. and don't tell there's no her. because there is. even if there's not, how could i ever believe in guys anymore? it is a lot of pain to conquer. i must say you won the gold est medal in all history with the tittle of jerk on it. how do you not see she is hurting. how do you think she would trust you again, even after you promised her, do you think she will forget? she never will forget. anything she wont. everything that you are. you are a liar. you had a fight with her, you make her feel so depressed about herself, and then you go out with another girl? and how do you fucking think that it is okay?! BECAUSE IT NEVER IS OKAY. i hate guys. i hate guys. i hate guys. i don't even think i have feelings for them anymore. and i don't know how am i going to live with the scars for the rest of my life. what i see and what i have been through, honestly made me so heartless. why are you doing this to us? 

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