depressed.i am depressed. you see, after the things happened last month, on december with a little part of november. I was told by myself to be heartless. and by heartless i mean, heart. less. no heart. so after some days pass by and with me, myself being the heartless zee. i liked it. i like trusting nobody because nobody can be trusted. like ive told you before, you've lost my trust. and you said that you understand it. then why now when i say i dont trust nobody, you're pissed off. what do you want from me? you can't blame me for who i am. i am who i am now and whether you like it or don't then whatever. i've trusted before and it killed me. what do you expect? don't expect anything from me and i know to be with me with who i am now, is pain. i know. i know it hurts to be with the heartless zee. so if you think of leaving then go, i believe there's someone better than me. i told you before i've got nothing. do not, strictly, do not expect me for anything. i say it when i want to it. when i don't then i don't. i know it hurts you, i was told by myself to be heartless to lock myself up from anyone to approach. so as you told your reasons on why you came back, don't expect me to be my old self back, i am not. if it hurts to be with me then leave. i don't worth your time, space or whatever shit. i am broken. don't pick me up. it is impossible. stay away from broken people. 

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